April 2010
1 post
no more wronghappiness.
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March 2010
7 posts
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as easy as it gets.
me das el sí? __sí o __no
________________ firma why was shit easier when we were kids?
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Silverivs
I love cats.
truth.
..and i just looked at her and said, don’t waste your time on someone like me, not because i don’t value myself, but because certainly..we can both do better.
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Orlando, FL.
I’m Puertorican enough to know that Orlando, FL is full of sketchy people, we all are sketchy.
fuck.
When I think about it, all I really want from somebody else is trust and being able to trust in that person. How horrible would it be if we lived without being able to trust anyone, everyone is an enemy and nobody is good enough to be a friend, at least that’s what I want if not I will just keep manhandling pussy as what it really is, a hole to pleasure me.
I stopped counting.
She asks me if I had a problem with her boyfriend, I said “Yes, his name is Hunter, why would you even date who’s name is Hunter?” “It’s sexy” she says. I liked her better when she was a whore, really, a person can say many stupid things, but “It’s sexy” is about the worst answer you can give someone on any particular topic, except for porn....
February 2010
4 posts
3 tags
do you know.
How much I hate you?
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666.
I’ll be in the corner waiting to hear from you.
Hell is inside me, I’ve never felt so comfortably alone.
Heaven is not my place, down here I’m a god,
Cut my wings and here let me rot.
Hell is inside me, I’ve never felt so comfortably alone.
My life is out of order,
My feelings grow worst by the second,
My intentions are good, they just might
not seem right.
My...
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I don’t even know what to write, I wish I was getting paid right now for blogging.
Ian
Because before you were born I’ve never seen a single mother so happy, someone who was as stoked as having a kid as her, you will grow up to be a great infant, youngster, teenager, adult. Try not to disappoint her much, I know not disappointing someone is one of the most difficult tasks ever, but try to not do it as much. We all make mistakes, it’s the only way to learn. When you grow...
January 2010
6 posts
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I think I should start writing more about sex, maybe, just maybe that way girls will think that I’m alright at it and would be even more down with the fucking, I mean, who doesn’t want to fuck? really. Or maybe I should start writing about awesome shit, and never flirt with chicks that way they’ll secretly want me more, I mean I’m an attractive guy I most say, you just...
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I like everything that might be good but unnecessary for me.
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Where is my mind? I’ve been asking myself this same question for a long time, specially in the past 4-5 months. It seems like I don’t have a way to go right now, I’m just doing anything possible to keep my mind sane. It’s hard to feel lost, to a point where your point of return is so far away that you just say “fuck it” and keep moving on, I mean there’s...
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Am I back home? Its been a week since I decided to move out of what I called home for 5 years, it took a while to feel home but it actually got to the point where I didn’t feel the need to go back to what I call my hometown, I was in a comfortable state of mind, I had friends, amazing friends I should add to that. I would always have something to do no matter what time or which day it was,...
December 2009
17 posts
random
I like to put myself in weird situations just to see how fast i can get out of them, lately I’ve stayed longer just to see how it goes.
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You need love, I need truth. I guess we aren’t so alike after all. Have you ever gotten to a point where you realize that it’s really not going to work, but you still push it, blinding yourself thinking it will just because, well, you are just used to it. We are so advance, yet so ignorant that we push ourselves until the very end just to see how far we can go. It is amazing how much...
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Why don’t we just say “fuck it, I want to fuck you and that’s all” I mean, why do most of us, humans, feel the need to get some kind of feelings towards the people that we fuck, why is there so much jealousy? What part of “FUCK-BUDDIES” don’t we understand? Seriously, I mean lets say that you get jealous of 3/5 of your fuck buddies when you see them with...
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You will never be happy, doesn’t mean that you won’t have good times. If there’s one thing that I’ve learned with the time passing by is that we are alone, there’s nothing or anyone you will ever change that fact, but there’s always something or someone who can at least make you feel comfortable enough to enjoy living a little bit more. Socializing does good to...
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Luigi & Gustavo, two cold heart humans destined to co-write on each others shit covered, poorly written, excuse for unsuccessful wannabe blog.
Luigi:
It’s cold as fuck 39 degrees to be exact, after a couple of hours of drinking with the friends that i’ll never forget it was time to let go, those years of perfecting what was a foreign language, of learning about their laws and...
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Between procrastination and anger I’m packing my stuff, a new beginning..again..for like the 4th time, hopefully this time I actually do something out of myself. I mean, not like I haven’t done anything for me in the past 5 years that I’ve lived here in this Mickey Mouse controlled/tourist trap state, I’ve met wonderful people that I’ll never forget, I’ve made...
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Sitting on the couch while listening to Subhumans(uk) “The day the country died” there was a song which the lyrics really made me think, “Is the scene really dead?”. The name of the song is “No more gigs” which quotes “You always knew it could be better, but you never thought it would end, it only happens cos of other people, all the money that they spend...
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Laying down on your bed, listening to your favorite Nick Drake album, not thinking about today nor tomorrow, no past, present or future. Your breath smelling like shit, the taste of beer from yesterday still washes your teeth with your saliva, your tongue whiter that the clouds on a nice day out, it’s nice outside, you wouldn’t know. No calls, no phone, no computer no internet, nothing...
“…reading also cast me down, made me see what was possible, what I had missed…I...”
– Wright, R. The library card. (via lokisbagoftricks)
“No other life to choose
Nightmare made of hash dreams.
Got the devil in my...”
– Nick Drake(Been smoking too long)
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Met her years ago, when I had just started to grow pubic hair and had my first alcoholic beverage, that long ago. We got together a long time ago, nothing serious, we were too young. She was beautiful, still is, until not too long ago I though she was perfect for me, everything that fucked up me could ever ask for. Straight-forward, still learning about herself, someone who I could totally give my...
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I seriously hate Blogging.
Hi, my name is Luigi and I’ve given up on the hope of someday being happy.